Another Letter to a Silent Friend

A letter I wrote to one of my ‘silent’ friends almost a year ago. Someone to whom I want to be the right kind of friend. You’ll have to read between the lines for the backstory.

Hello everyone, firstly, a warm welcome to my new subscribers, really glad to have you aboard. And, thank you everyone for your patience over the past few weeks. I have had some time away, some illness, and some pressing work projects to attend to which has meant my Substack work has taken a hit. There is so much happening that sometimes I cannot keep up, and so have a number of pieces started and not completed.

Today’s piece is one of them. This is a slightly modified and anonymised version of a letter I wrote to one of my ‘silent’ friends almost a year ago. Unlike my first letter to a silent friend, this was one that I actually sent. You’ll have to read between the lines for the backstory. I’m guessing that won’t be too difficult.

Summer 2022

Dear Pea,

First of all thank you for taking the time to write all of this down for me. For obvious reasons, I had no idea things had become so bad for you, and I'm sorry to learn all of this. I really am.

The sadness I feel about the contents of your email and about all that is going on is enmeshed with the visceral anger I have for the sadists who have set all of this in motion. And you will surely have gathered by now that the so-called ‘holy covid’ is only one part of this multi-pronged attack on our way of life and even western civilisation itself.

I asked my priest friend (Anglican) who is now based in Italy (and lives as a second-class citizen with his wife for reasons you will guess) what I should do about the mess we're in. He told me that I should try and educate people as much as possible and pray. It is all we can do. So that's partly why I send things out, in the hope that it will just nudge people into thinking critically.

Where do I start here. Right, well KP and I are physically very well. We have taken a number of steps to keep healthy and as ‘sane’ as we can be through all of this, but we have times of enormous stress, frustration and depression. He is going to work where (like everywhere now) his work no longer just provides the service it is supposed to do, it runs an ideological, carefully curated left wing ‘woke’ propaganda machine. (The usual signifiers, surgical splashguards, Ukraine, Pride, ‘climate’....) He finds that very difficult to deal with. He is a very strong character and has refused to kowtow to various diktats. To be fair, he has probably saved some people from going under. He remains deeply unhappy at work, and but for a few good colleagues he might have gone mad. Quite a number of employees have been injured by the you know what, including heart attacks, strokes, serious blood clots, and other problems. He keeps meeting people with serious problems, people who no longer feel ‘normal’ after succumbing, obeying.

Nobody regrets not taking it. Many regret taking it.

And you?

Like in other sectors we could mention, it is the ‘unvaccinated’ who are covering for the ‘vaccinated’ when they are off ill with the holy covid, or some variant of it. I realise from what you've written that you don't like to be reminded of this, but one of the tenets we are living by  is the idea that truth matters. (Check out Jordan Peterson on this).

So, tell the truth. Or at the very least, don’t lie.

Peterson talks about the monster under the bed, and how it gets bigger the longer you leave it. What you describe, and how you describe it is paradoxical. Your monster is getting bigger, but it's not me that is making that happen. I hate to upset you but you have to realise that the covid infection rates were dipping by March 2020. ("Cases" were produced by the now discredited PCR test which was used to produce data to justify lockdowns; and the lockdowns were to get the vaccines which were to get the passports and the digital currency….yadda yadda, not true? Convince me! ‘Covidince me!!!’) (Sorry, bad joke)

The variants happen because of the ‘vaccine.’ That’s what happens. That viruses mutate is not news. Mass injection campaigns were always going to be risky, and there were warnings from very well qualified people, but all those trying to get through were censored. Vilified, called names, accused of ‘misinformation’ and so on. I wonder why that would happen if the governments in any way cared about people’s health the way they (sort of) claim to do.

I have had a few uncomfortable moments when people tell me they've had the holy covid but "it would have been worse if they hadn't taken the jab." It's nonsensical because the effect of the jabs is to produce the variants in the first place. That's a bit simplistic, but the upshot is, if they'd treated people with covid with Ivermectin and other remedies (which they banned) it would have fizzled out of its own accord, and very quickly. Natural immunity is better because it affords the full spectrum of protection rather than the spike protein making component of the mRNA. Not only that, but the mRNA technology is impacting very badly upon immune systems, and that is why all kinds of illnesses are happening and the acceleration of existing illness, including cancer. Take note.

(Did you know that Ivermectin has been one of the most successful medicines in the last forty years and that the inventor won a Nobel prize for it?).

Recall the Great Barrington agreement. Focused protection. Can’t you admit it would have been better that way? Did you not get even a bit suspicious about the reaction to these learned and decent people? It was nothing less than a great ‘pile on’ by vested interests.

We ‘anti-vaxxers’ represent the control group the powers that be don't want. We are not getting ill. We are vilified, called nasty names, described anti-social, "wrong" stupid, blamed for spreading covid and all manner of nasty things. Nobody wants to be associated with us. The government actively encourage this. I can tell you that is not nice to witness, read nor experience! But health wise, we are well. In a strange way, being defiant and standing up to lies can make a person feel stronger. 

You might ask yourself in a lucid moment, why are they doing this? What exactly is the point of all of this? Is asking those questions the thing that upsets you? Again, I am not producing any of this, I do not relish any of this, they are, they do.

This is a crime of humungous proportions and the misery and fall out - as you so clearly describe - is horrendous. It is this is that is causing the pain. The knock-on effects from ‘lockdown’ are going to be felt for years. And, although you weren't there at that fateful zoom meeting, the hurt and pain I felt at my so-called ‘friends’’ reactions to my arguments has lasted to this day. It’s not nice to learn that people you once thought of as friends thought it alright that millions would starve to death because of our lockdowns. (House arrests). Just as long as ‘we’ don’t get the holy covid. But they did anyway. And the brown poor people starved, and some died. But hey, I’m alright. Where did educated people’s sense of proportion and logic go? Down a hellhole of selfishness. No I don’t buy the lying narrative that we mass medicate for ‘others’ when we are blasé about (literally) millions of suffering people. And dare I mention the impact upon children and young people? Given our former work in education it will remain a badge of shame for the rest of our lives.

When I read your email, I felt such sadness and wanted to hug you. Only the other night I was browsing photos and came across the pictures if you, me and Eid en route to Berlin. It is unlikely that I'll go abroad again, and if I am able to, it won't be for a long time. I cannot envisage going to the Fatherland again and I have stopped learning German. At least for now.

All along I have hoped that things would drift back to ‘normal’ and that I would be shown to have exaggerated things and that governments had really merely cocked things up. Sadly, the evidence is clearer and clearer that this is not the case. I've said many times that I would love to be proven wrong.

You are annoyed that I refer to a Communist takeover. Have you taken note of the clues? The WEF, Schwab’s actual books, all make this explicit. None of this is a conspiracy theory. You would have to find rational explanations for all that has, and is, going on to make that stick.

We have taken our liberal democracy for granted, and when we should have been paying attention, we let it slip out of our hands. 

I know how hard that is to read and take in. 

I too have had times of deep despair over this because the hill seems unsurmountable. I have many biblical allusions that keep swimming around. One world government - read the Tower of Babel;

Prepare for the flood (in our case food and fuel shortages) build an Ark;

See a rainbow as God's promise to Noah not ‘pride’;

And of course, the Exodus, about freedom from slavery. In our case the slavery of technology and the pleasure and ‘convenience’ it offers. It will be our downfall.

I completely understand the depression you describe regarding lack of social contact. I have not been to ‘coffee’ for a number of reasons. I really don't like the garden centre thing. It is unnecessary and too far away. I also feel we should have continued to support the little coffee shop in town given the upheaval they must have experienced. It is not paranoid to draw conclusions from the number of small businesses closing down.

Also, I have been teaching on most Thursday mornings. Another point. I cannot bear to be around surgical splashguard wearers. And, given her support for the WEF great reset, I do not feel able to put myself in Em’s orbit. It is one of the reasons I did not go to the charity dinner this year. I chose instead to prepare a Passover seder meal for the homeschool family linking its themes of escape from slavery to the current situation. Recall that in Egypt, the Israelites were enslaved not just with labour but by convenience. They wail at Moses when they are finally free that they don’t have enough to eat and say they want to go back to Egypt. Some people want convenience at the expense of freedom. But it will get them in the end as it always does.

The family reciprocated with a full-on play about the Exodus, put on in their house and garden, followed by a home cooked meal. It's a treat to have food made for me by others, as I am usually the cook. The play was organised by the eldest sibling. Their performance was terrific, KC is very skilled. The home-schooling has been good in a number of ways and KP has turned out to be a gifted teacher. He has been fantastic. He's been teaching maths and chess and a few other things. It just goes to show what people can do. It has diverted our minds from some of the horrors a bit and we see it as part of the war effort! 

To end the ‘term’ we did a pasta making session, made a lasagne from scratch and the whole family ate lunch together. (My friend Chug has said that there is always a bright side to negative things, and we have struggled with that idea, but on this one, he was right. He keeps in touch from the Fatherland but will not engage with the ‘situation.’ Except to tell me that he and his daughter got covid.....sigh) (If this were a film on Netflix, no one would believe the plot plausible for a second).

We have now met lots of people who are, in their own different ways, standing up to the nonsense. So, in a nutshell, we made a bunch of new friends and KP joked that we've never had so many people round for lunch, dinner, schooling, coffee, whatever since we moved here! (So that's also how I know that we're all physically well). There's a comradeship there, and it's such a varied bunch. When you said you couldn't afford to lose your friends I knew what you meant and I kind of dreaded that. But life has a strange habit of turning something up. It's not the same as having a history with others, like I have with you for instance, but it's good to have and belong to a network of people who have got your back so to speak. As time goes by, we feel less isolated. 

Our conformist (fully vaxxed) friend Bree has remained in touch, but he and his father now have covid. The stories of the vaxxed getting covid all appeared round about the same time as well. Only amongst the jabbed. And strange that it's all happening around the summer months. That's not usually how viruses work. They usually favour the cold. (Your conclusions differ? Remember, I’m always happy to be proven wrong about any aspect of this).

We are all in the business of trying to wake people up and save their lives in some cases, or at least prevent illness. Interestingly, the group relate similar experiences of losing friends, sometimes family members - I mean losing as in falling out not losing them to an illness or death. They also related a similar experience of people giving them the silent treatment or just not wanting to engage. I have been thinking a lot about why this is, as it is not just you or the coffee group.

Two people contacted me recently with the view of coming round for a catch up. You know one of them, however, they shall remain nameless. One of them has a science background. In both cases they were ‘busy’ but suggested maybe meeting in May of this year. Both fully vaxxed ‘and boosted.’ Only when I said I didn't care about that.....I heard no more. And it's been months now.... I try not to think about it. But it's horrendous really. I have to just keep looking forward and not dwelling on what I've lost.

I have been in touch a bit with Cee Bee who has been doing sterling work in NZ where they are under the cosh. She was there at the famous big protest that was severely mis-reported. I wonder if you heard about it? Maybe not. Her sons have borne the brunt of so much and they are a credit to her. We sometimes speak on the phone, me here at night, and she walking the dog in the morning! (You do know that she and her hubby both lost their jobs over this? They stuck to their principles. That’s real character).

She has experienced weirdness from her former colleagues and friends and we have exchanged stories. She has had to be incredibly strong. She is a woman of real courage. There has been massive pushback all over the world, but this is not reported by the media. Hmmm. Why is that? Why would the media all in lockstep fail to report significant world events, all in keeping with a certain world view? If you can give me a plausible explanation, I’d love that. But we both know that you cannot.  One strategy I can recommend to you which we adopted early on was to stop paying the licence fee and we unplugged the television aerial. We never watch live TV, nor listen to the radio, nor read any newspapers. That really helps. They lie anyway. You know that.

Allow me to hypothesise. You are finding it difficult to cope because your gut knows that something is wrong, but you are trying to rationalise things in your head. It's a hunch I have. I'm guessing that the problems you describe are all connected in some way. Yes, some bad stuff happens anyway, but so much pain and illness has been caused by the covidian narrative directly and indirectly. We also feel frightened and depressed about things, both of us feel we have been driven almost insane; but maybe those of us who will not submit and who have found others who feel the same, perhaps we share a common cause to get behind and that helps? 

I have to limit my online activity in terms of the covidian cult (and it is a cult) and certainly ration what I look at online in WhatsApp as it can get too much. I share a fraction of things and resist the urge many a time. Believe me. (Some things we share are funny, but it always feels like black humour ultimately) Fear porn exists everywhere. it is important to do the enlightenment in stages. At some point, the red pill awaits!

Just know that it is, and never has been my intention to upset you. So why are you so angry with me about something you could just delete or ignore (as I often do with others on bad days). I am now the focus, but unfriending, blocking, deleting or whatever you do to me won't make things ok. You'll still have to face the monster under the bed. Seriously, am I the only person prepared to send you hints at the truth? That's something to worry about I can tell you.

Tell me, Pea, seriously, how can we reach people? It's a question that is on all of our minds as the menace is not going away unless more people take some kind of stand in some way. Even the smallest gesture has ripples. You know from history (especially German history, and this has Germany and WWII written all over it I'm sad to say) that mere appeasement and trying to ignore the monster won't work. 

Mental health is one of Britian's biggest problems right now. Is it any wonder? Getting back into doing physical work and play is good, I'm glad you've been able to do that. You could try taking vitamin D3 at 4000-5000 IU per day, always in the morning. It may help with depression and keeps the immune system strong.

Trying to work creatively through this seems to be an imperative. The constant drumbeat is the urgency of getting stuff out there so that people can see where this is likely to go. When I say that I'm thinking of someone like Dr Tess Lawrie who is actually quite shy who has done some wonderful work, or Steve Kirsch, and Dr Robert Malone, a lovely man, truly a good man. They all urge us to share information. Once I faced up to the world we have lost, and accept that we have a hill to climb, it kind of felt better. The truth is hard, but lies are worse in the long run.

I was sad to learn about Esso. I dare not ask for the details. What a shame Jay didn't let people know, we are connected on FB. (Or we were...) I am also saddened also to learn about Emgee, but given what I have learned, I dread to think about that. Did I tell you that Aitch got MS? An auto-immune disease not normally contracted in your seventies... no, I agree,, not everything can be blamed on you know what, but some things can. It's on the Pfizer list if you know what I'm talking about there. You've seen my comments on vaxxed getting covid..... I could share something here, but I won't. I would just say that I highly recommend you do not take any more injections. Actually, I would plead with you not to.

You mentioned various tests, and then bills and how everything seems to be adding up to a whole bunch of negativity. You know that's not down to me. I hope you are not hiding something on that score. It occurs as I write that you might consider getting some counselling. Someone I know is a trained counsellor and over the past few years she's taught me quite a bit informally. It might be worth you just getting all of this out with someone who could help you find some equilibrium. Just a thought.

I write to you like this not to p*ss you off but because I want to be the right kind of friend to you. Not the one who flatters you, or who uses you, but one who tells you the truth and wants to support you. You are always welcome here for a meal a coffee, chat, wander around the garden, a walk or whatever. 

If you block me, I guess that means I will no longer be able to text you. I suppose I'm not sure what ‘block you’ means. Can’t you just delete things you don't want. Why threaten me like that? What or who are you really angry at? Direct the anger in the right place, you'll feel better about that.  Our lives have been shattered, unnecessarily in my considered view. trying to pretend the house is not in ruins won't get a new one built.

Be strong Pea,

I miss you and hope you'll stay in touch. There will be a time when this is all over, I'm sure.

Love,

C.

xxx

That was twelve months ago. I never heard from her again.

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